Ravings of a MADD Woman 12

Chapter 2|Tigers

Ravings of a MADD Woman 12

12. RantI shoulda

Coulda

Woulda

If you say so

I don’t lay snow

In my head

In my bed

Because of some self-pity

 

2. Strength

Tame the beast

This illusion has ceased

Somewhere back there

On your despair

 

3.You got lost

To your own cost

Not mine

I’m reading books

On how to take your looks

Of sympathy

With no empathy

 

4. The hour is none

And I thought you woulda

Coulda

Shoulda

Stayed

And I thought I woulda

Coulda

Shoulda

Laid

Underneath your breath

Exhaling our death

Smoking crystal meth.

 

 

5. I met a rich girl bitch girl

Cutting our magazines

Thinking it’s okay to be with ought means

Mine are so kinder

To you

In it

Is this

Dew?

A one liner

And it’s so pathetic

To depend on pill box medic

Of green skunk

On green smoke

 

 

6. Keep on thinking

I don’t deserve love

I don’t deserve hate

To dilate

My destiny

Reading my books

Hooked on looks

And a man

I can’t have till he

Talks

To

Me

 

7.And thinking that destiny

Lead me

Away

And him

Astray

To pave my way

To self-confidence

I have strength

Use it I can

Use it I do

Stuck on me like glue

And trying to wash off

Peel away

 

8. These answers, please god

Do not stray.

Ever molding

Taking a holding

Of an end of a dream

And end of a hope

In love with a freaking dope-

Head

Dead

In the gutter

If he doesn’t watch out

If he doesn’t stutter

 

9. And I damn the man who made me

And I forgive the man who tamed me

Because I can not be so raw

I’ll tear life away with a claw

And live life with this Arkansas drawl

If I don’t at least crawl

Outta hear

 

10. Sure there are trees

The birds and the bees

Tons of oak leaves

And like a movie

I thought you “Got Me”

But I am not crazy.

I am not lazy

And when will this

Clear out

With ought a doubt.

When oh when will this resistance

Distance

Give way

 

1. Keep on reading in books

And thinking that I’m not good enough.

 

13. Nonsense

I am no victim

Cause I was raped

Mind

Body

Soul

Abandoned and left

As I there was no coal

To turn into a diamond

I want to blind them

With kindness

 

2.Love is insanity it seems.

 

1. SO I may like to love

There’s no shame in that

Don’t cross me black cat

I know I’m not perfect

And I can work it

If I want

If I see

a glimmering

 

3. Of                                                                                                                 hope

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