I am not her anymore, i’m who i was before
Just in the madness of the life you created for me
Still waiting for the dawn.
I will not let you use me anymore
Or him or her or that person
I need to be free
Because as a child it wasn’t my fault
But as an adult it was my fault?
For trusting you or him or her
My child inside deserves better
My soul, my heart, my mind
And as smoke and mirrors
Are presented poorly
And manipulation occurs
I woke up to the reality of the portrayal
And I remembered
I’m not your victim anymore.
You judge me and encouraged me
To break myself for your lies
And i can not lie for you anymore.
Or i’ll die from the explosions in the display
My life is mine to have a better time
Not yours to suck it away.