Hornets Nests

Maybe

Aster

A Gas Particle

We are what We are

Everything is connected

I will not be

just one person

not this me

an action of contrition

I believe

somebody & somebody else

vibrate love

we are all just pawns

between light

& black holes

& everything in between

Atoms electrons & energy

each has their own

taste

& I’m tired

of attracting

your decay.

It is time to

drive the devil out.

Hand to my forehead

“You are healed sister mary & jospeh

feel the power of god

you are saved!”

Seriously?

Snake Bites!

what the fuck?!

still flowing

still going

you have got

to be

kidding me!

bubbles

above my head

eyebrow raised

stoic face

“Save me Jesus!”

 

 

me too

I hear you

just a different vibration a different

direction from

                    where

           your

going

left

right

up

 

 

 

 

 

 

down

 

Stuck in this body

trapped

give it time

be patient

where is my destination

“sacriliage

your going to hell

Heritic!”

fuck my life

shak’n my head

you want some chicken?

I’m ending this

conversation

on my soul.

body language

never read

nothing

wil

ever

work or please you

I’m done.

emotional vertigo

save my life!

such a huge argument

dropping the bomb

atomic warfare

like a tornado

picking up

dorothy’s house

keeps pulling

pulling

pulling

gettign the weed

double speak

double meanings

gardening?

what does she mean?

encrypted

like

the

 

“who has the key to the code?”

him

“Him

Who?”

 

my lover

tore my heart

my mind

my life

apart!

 

“you got options.”

“So do we!”

my fear thinks

speaks

reacts

slight of hand

“TAKE HER DOWN!”

I know I write that phone number down

I don’t know who’s it is.

AGAIN!

 

So many places

so many faces

“Get some!”

slight of hand

pull the petals

he loves me

he loves me not.

reading people’s minds

their reactions.

Am I right?

or am I wrong?

Suicide!

“Die Bitch Die!”

“RAPE HER AGAIN!”

until she gets it this time………hehehehe evil grins

Cheshire cats of mice and men

Welcome to Hotel California

Welcome to HELL on earth.

for women like you.

So many faces

so many places

whirlwind tornadoes

back again

who are you

where are you

just love me again just love me again wish make a wish this is my foundation stop pulling me apart

“there is no home.”

“Can I come home now?!”

“Not for you not anymore.”

Dementia nope just crying out loud I am just crying out loud from the pain!

“for crying out loud!”

“I hate you!”

everywhere

another rock star

another dark star

“he left you

he hit you

hurt you.” LEAVE ME ALONE!

he doesn’t love you.”

We hurt you out of love.”

 

gnats flies

buzzlebub

bezzelebub

same fucking god damn name.

 

goodbye

Dead

Fucking

Dame

Cause that’s your name now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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