Maybe
Aster
A Gas Particle
We are what We are
Everything is connected
I will not be
just one person
not this me
an action of contrition
I believe
somebody & somebody else
vibrate love
we are all just pawns
between light
& black holes
& everything in between
Atoms electrons & energy
each has their own
taste
& I’m tired
of attracting
your decay.
It is time to
drive the devil out.
Hand to my forehead
“You are healed sister mary & jospeh
feel the power of god
you are saved!”
Seriously?
Snake Bites!
what the fuck?!
still flowing
still going
you have got
to be
kidding me!
bubbles
above my head
eyebrow raised
stoic face
“Save me Jesus!”
me too
I hear you
just a different vibration a different
direction from
where
your
going
left
right
up
down
Stuck in this body
trapped
give it time
be patient
where is my destination
“sacriliage
your going to hell
Heritic!”
fuck my life
shak’n my head
you want some chicken?
I’m ending this
conversation
on my soul.
body language
never read
nothing
wil
ever
work or please you
I’m done.
emotional vertigo
save my life!
such a huge argument
dropping the bomb
atomic warfare
like a tornado
picking up
dorothy’s house
keeps pulling
pulling
pulling
gettign the weed
double speak
double meanings
gardening?
what does she mean?
encrypted
like
the
“who has the key to the code?”
him
“Him
Who?”
my lover
tore my heart
my mind
my life
apart!
“you got options.”
“So do we!”
my fear thinks
speaks
reacts
slight of hand
“TAKE HER DOWN!”
I know I write that phone number down
I don’t know who’s it is.
AGAIN!
So many places
so many faces
“Get some!”
slight of hand
pull the petals
he loves me
he loves me not.
reading people’s minds
their reactions.
Am I right?
or am I wrong?
Suicide!
“Die Bitch Die!”
“RAPE HER AGAIN!”
until she gets it this time………hehehehe evil grins
Cheshire cats of mice and men
Welcome to Hotel California
Welcome to HELL on earth.
for women like you.
So many faces
so many places
whirlwind tornadoes
back again
who are you
where are you
just love me again just love me again wish make a wish this is my foundation stop pulling me apart
“there is no home.”
“Can I come home now?!”
“Not for you not anymore.”
Dementia nope just crying out loud I am just crying out loud from the pain!
“for crying out loud!”
“I hate you!”
everywhere
another rock star
another dark star
“he left you
he hit you
hurt you.” LEAVE ME ALONE!
he doesn’t love you.”
We hurt you out of love.”
gnats flies
buzzlebub
bezzelebub
same fucking god damn name.
goodbye
Dead
Fucking
Dame
Cause that’s your name now.
