I have spent a lot of time around Air signs and I am just flabbergasted by them. They drive me nuts. Libras are the worst. They preach about balance and are so focused on their idealistic perceptions, they don’t even have a center in reality at times. I find most Libras selfish.
My family drives me nuts. My mother is an alcoholic bordering dementia.
My brother is about to move my father who abused her, and me as a kid to Arkansas. My fucking worst nightmare when I was younger. However, we have come to some terms. And set some boundaries. He knows I will not take his irrational anger, and he can go fuck himself when that comes about. Mom is more difficult. Ever since my step-father died, and I got raped, and destroyed by people I trusted she has just gone, well, nuts!
She is bonkers, she lies through her teeth, makes up stories and fantasies while watching tv and drinking like a fish. But the truth is, she falls a lot, and she refuses medical treatment. If she were my child or in my custody things would be much different, but now, I have to understand she is a contributor to how I got raped, as much as a lot of people.
I will never take the blame for getting raped, the first, second, or third time. The problem is I’m a lot of talk, but I try to push people to not react in rage and anger, but once she sprained my finger, and hit me, I pretty much am done with her, and anyone who raises their hands to me. I will be nice, but people confuse my kindness as weakness.
So as these air signs try to push this virgo sign around like a tornado, I will not budge. I’m stubborn about being shown respect and kindness. Like Jesus Christ and buddha and all the greats said, we ar here to share each others burdens, however in no place in all the wise teachings or bible, will I ever believe violence is apart of life, and should be accepted as just “it is what it is.” Fuck that shit, and fuck all the people who think death and pain and violence is romantic. I’ve noticed the Libras in my life are creepy and have a knack for stalking as well. As well as gas-lighting and manipulation. I am sick of their selfishness and self-absordness.
I pretty much am tired of people without soul. So tired of people without soul, who beat people up, who have beaten me up and Calle dit love or “tough love” it’s psycho shit is what it really is, and the rest is an excuse to make themselves feel better and justified.
Integrity gets lost when libra air signs blow smoke up your ass.